Flood thunder crashed through the sky higher & higher waves rolled by ‘learn to swim’ said the fish rain on, rain on feeling home while starring on empty pictures feeling accepted pretend the way supposed to be feeling useful climbing stairs of acknowledgment feeling happy consuming feeling loved not care about anybody feeling healthy while gas and dirt destroy your lungs feeling home while starring on empty pictures feeling accepted pretend the way supposed to there are no feelings I don’t feel there are no feelings we don’t feel  close your eyes and run away and all the details get lost in the shadows clouds are hiding the sky while the wind is pulling through the streets The wind is pulling trees from the roots, kills the branches it starts to rain, it starts to rain getting faster, getting faster at least blue turns into black no surprise failed to find paradise no surprise fake paradise no religion fake paradise I woke up by a police dog still alone a feeling which is well known on the way home I pass the streets trough the rain I am the only one without umbrella the streets show his ugliest face topless bars and ‘eros’ variety  an old man gave me an umbrella I locked the door of my flat water drops from the roof to the floor I start to draw, I am alone with my cat Aye! I’m joyful This is good Aye! There is nothing than ice around me This is good Aye! I’m joyful This is good Aye My country is nothing than slush This is good Aye! I’m joyful This is good when indeed will end this? I’m tired of watching and waiting This is good? This is bad Lost in ice Lost in ice  I draw a man stays in the rain umbrella in his hand he flies away from the wind he passes cities pass prisons pass sunshine and pass industry he flies away from the wind in the air he lands on a hidden place a hidden place of his mind dreams in our dreams life is like a rollercoaster we feel, we feel awake we drown in all this bullshit awake we drown in all this bullshit lord gave Noah the rainbow sign no more water, but fire next time ‘learn to sing’ said the bird rain on, rain on

Void Nein. Nein. Nein. Nein. Nein. Nein. Nein. Nein. Nein. Ich will nicht hören, ich will nicht fühlen, ich will nicht sehen Ich will gar nichts Ich will nicht hören, ich will nicht fühlen, ich will nicht sehen Ich will gar nichts Könnte ich hören, könnte ich fühlen, könnte ich sehen Könnte ich es ertragen? Könnte ich hören, könnte ich fühlen, könnte ich sehen Könnte ich es ertragen? Wo ist die Fußnote mit der Antwort die ich suche Welche Frequenz? Ohne Lärm Welche Farbe? Schwarz oder weiß? Wo ist die Suche? Wo ist die Antwort? Welche Frequenz? Welcher Lärm? Welche Farbe? Welche Farbe? Schwarz oder weiß?

Blacklist 12 o’clock, all the people on the town square cheering, screaming, rising eagerness get the ‘Scharfrichter’ deliver the verdict kill the infidel kill the witch one name less on the blacklist jubilation, applause screaming at last nothing left in cold, black Lemgo kill the infidel / heretics kill the witch one name less on the blacklist cold of ages future determined flames of death separation, abnegation taught by a dead man Maria, Maria dragged of her house dragged from her family Maria, Maria, housed in a dungeon In order to force a confession torture and agony torture and agony Screamed text sections in Latin of the Malleus Maleficarum (Hammer of Witches) that emphasize the basic sexism in the book.